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Sunday, 18 October 2009

  • The Dark Side of Roller Coaster Rides

    Roller Coaster

     

    Roller coaster rides- a part of the ever so popular family theme parks. They are as common as chewing gum nowadays, and their massive and complicated ‘bodies’ hold no wonder for even the most ordinary of people in the developed countries. We have learned to accept them and in many cases, ‘love’ them. Some might connect “roller coaster” with the word “fun”, some with the word “terrifying”. One thing that does not change however is the fact that we all find them exhilarating. That makes the seemingly ‘ordinary’ roller coaster rides a contradiction, like many human creations are.

    Why have we built something so violent in its intensity? To develop the money producing amusement industry perhaps? Or to satisfy our primal need for excitement, our need to feel the rush of adrenalin, the feel of our hearts beating so fast that they are at their limit? Are we again looking for the prospect of dying while having ‘fun’, as our ancestors did? Those individuals who lived centuries before our modern world came into existence, feeding their adrenalin hungry hearts with battles, hunting and fighting. Feeding on the ever present prospect of death... Were those their own personal roller coaster rides? Is the human nature such, that the majority of us that do not face any other danger but the one that comes with everyday life, ‘amuse’ ourselves with those ‘metal  giants’, which like everything that has been built by human hands can collapse in a second, becoming Death’s faithful apprentice. If that is so, have we built ‘amusement’ parks with such a dark intention behind them? Does human nature dictate that the chance of perishing forever is nothing as long as we can feel the wonderful sensation of our pulse, the prove that we are alive... the prove that we can die.  

     

    Roller coasters: Recreation or Risk? http://home.comcast.net/~ldfrostbite/controversy.html

     

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

  • Currently
    Great Gatsby
    By F. Scott Fitzgerald
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    Rain

     
    Disintegrating with the Morning Rain
     

    Goodbye my cruel, doomed and hateful love
    I salute your power with the hand of fate

    Draw your gun and shoot at blind

    Like Cupid with his blood-soaked arrows

    Even Gods crumble before your might and wrathful glory

    As if they are made of paper that disintegrates with the demand of grace

    In the benumbing rain of lies and promise

    Oh, how much I’ll miss the tragic words that you whisper in my ear

    The lullaby of wistful, hopeless dreams I used to hear

    Before I slowly dive into silk and silver

    And forget about the world beyond the little cot we used to share.

Sunday, 04 October 2009

  • It is so very simple...

    Simply That

     

    How come the sky is empty?

    How come we see the stars,

    but we can never touch them

    with our hands?

    How come the flowers weep

    with the tears of the morning dew?

     

    The questions asked are nothing

    but illusions. For the answer is-

    we are simply humans...

Friday, 25 September 2009

  • Slaves...

     
    Impossible Desires
     

    Is getting old a problem

    or the remedy

    to the infection called life?

    Beauty is fragile, and youth

    will only last for today.

    True, nothing's forever

    but I wish it would be.

     

    Vain is the worst kind of sin,

    I admit.

     

    We are slaves of our genes.

    Slaves of our desire to live...

Sunday, 20 September 2009

Monday, 07 September 2009

  • Currently
    Anthems for the Damned
    By Filter
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    First Day In 6th Form

    I haven't written anything about how my life is going in general for a while, plus I'm not really the type of person that likes (or rather remembers) to post about everyday events.

    Anyway, today I had my first official day as a 6th former. Although I was quite anxious this morning (so much that I actually woke up at 05:00 am), the day went great and I even came back as early as 10:50 am!

    In the end I managed to get into all of the 5 courses I wanted, and I'm in the same lessons with most of my friends. Tomorrow I'll be getting my timetable... from then on it's all up to me how things go. 

    :)

Tuesday, 01 September 2009

  • Currently
    Lisey's Story: A Novel
    By Stephen King
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    Embrace Nothing

    I decided to post a thought that I have always found to be of immense beauty and personal truth.

    “Embrace nothing:
    If you meet the Buddha, kill the Buddha.
    If you meet your father, kill your father.
    Only live your life as it is,
    Not bound to anything.”

     

    By Hindu Prince Gautama Siddharta, the founder of Buddhism, 563-483 B.C.

     

     

    I must say that the Buddhist teachings are one of my favourite ones. They often seem to match my inner thoughts.

Saturday, 29 August 2009

  • Currently
    She Wants Revenge
    By She Wants Revenge
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    Gillian Clarke

    I just wanted to write a little bit about Gillian Clarke, a poet and an inspirational woman. She was one of the writters I studied in depth (along with Seamus Heaney) for my GCSE English Literature.

    Here is one of my favourite poems from her that I enjoyed analysing.

    Catrin

    I can remember you, child,
    As I stood in a hot, white
    Room at the window watching
    The people and cars taking
    Turn at the traffic lights.
    I can remember you, our first
    Fierce confrontation, the tight
    Red rope of love which we both
    Fought over. It was a square
    Environmental blank, disinfected
    Of paintings or toys. I wrote
    All over the walls with my
    Words, coloured the clean squares
    With the wild, tender circles
    Of our struggle to become
    Separate. We want, we shouted,
    To be two, to be ourselves.

    Neither won nor lost the struggle
    In the glass tank clouded with feelings
    Which changed us both. Still I am fighting
    You off, as you stand there
    With your straight, strong, long
    Brown hair and your rosy,
    Defiant glare, bringing up
    From the heart's pool that old rope,
    Tightening about my life,
    Trailing love and conflict,
    As you ask may you skate
    In the dark, for one more hour.

    By Gillian Clarke

Friday, 28 August 2009

  • A VJK poem

    Here is a poem I wrote, dedicated to the manga Vampire Juuji Kai. This is the first time I've written anything of a fanfiction nature...

    Thy Blessed Moon

     

    Oh, gentle Mother Moon

    Tell me with your wisdom,

    and your pale smiling face

    why The Kingdom of The Night

    is in ruin and despair.

     

    This story is so ancient, but continues

    even to this day.

    A battle where nothing is as seen,

    but twists and intervenes

    where Light and Dark meet and kiss.

     

    The Children of the Night,

    forever damned to dwell in Darkness,

    already victims of their fate-

    are faced with someone to whom

    the Sun is a dear, gruesome friend.

     

    Fear drives Them to destroy

    the lonely Red-Rose King and his convoy.

    Drowned in pain and tragic,

    He sees no way but to oblige,

    for his only love and unborn child,

    are but a quite whisper of the wind.

     

    What happened after that is a mystery to all,

    but those involved.

     

    The Queen corrodes the souls of men,

    with a power no one knew was there.

    Her love and rage melt together… 

     

    Humans and the half-blood children fight united

    to seal the pure, white Queen that has gone

    berserk in her strive to save the King.

     

    From then it’s all just forgotten history.

     

    Oh, hateful Mother Moon

    Tell me with your all-seeing eyes

    and soft, pale hands that reach towards the Earth

    why is it that this story is so sad

    and Death embraces everything that stands.

     

     

    This is also the LONGEST poem I've ever written.

Monday, 24 August 2009